Let me just start off by telling you that I am very mad, so this blog might be a little HARSH to some people! Just prepare yourself before you read this! This is your WARNING!!!!
Let’s start with whole baby thing…….
I 100% believe that God has a plan for EVERYONE, even the sinners! You will get pregnant only in GOD’S time, or if you have not ACCEPTED Jesus in your heart, maybe you will get pregnant when SATAN wants you too! I know that Jesus is in my heart and I know that I will have a baby, whether I give birth to it or if I adopt it! And I know that whenever I have the PRIVILAGE to have a child living in my home…..NOTHING will stand in my way of me being a MOTHER! Just because you give birth to a child, doesn’t make you a MOTHER. A MOTHER doesn’t choose other things over their child. A mother is someone who is living FOR their child. A mother would do ANYTHING for her child. A mother will be there for her child when they are sick. Your child should be your whole world. I WILL HAVE THE BLESSING OF A CHILD….IN GOD’S TIME! I might be 40 years old…..but God will not give me more than I can handle. Jesus is my Savior, and I have complete faith in Him. I may be impatient at times, but I have faith in Jesus Christ! And please, don’t ever say “It is so easy to get pregnant, what are you doing wrong?” YOU may be able to give no thought to it and just get pregnant, or maybe get pregnant to keep a man in your life……but not everyone can do that! Does God have his hand in me or others not get pregnant right off the bat? OF COURSE! He has His reasons that only He knows. He is watching over me and my family and the time is not right for him. Am I ok with that? Well…..I am, I am just impatient, but I know in my heart that He has a plan for me and my family! It is not my plan or YOUR plan….it is GOD’S plan and you my little friend are not God. I am not even sure you know Him. I pray for you daily to find him and to let him your heart. I will continue this prayer until the day you wake up and see that he loves you and he wants to be in your life!
Bottom line…if you have something to say to me, then say it to my face not to my back. Oh wait…this person never sees me, never talks to me, and has never been in the same room with me, so what gives you the right to talk about me….nothing better to do? I just found out that this person has now blocked her blog! WOOO HOOO! I am not going to block mine. If I have something to say, I want you all to know about it. Ok, I feel better now! Thanks for reading my frustrations!
On to the GOOD things! Can I just say…I love the YOUTH kids at the church! Eli & I went to YouthCue this past weekend with the youth choir. There were about 13 kids and about 7 adults that went with us on the trip. We went to
One last thing…..if you do not know me PLEASE DO NOT TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK! If you have something to say about ME…..tell ME!
The person you are talking about put you on blast in her blog and you are mad 'cause she didn't come to you about it. You say it's wrong, but you turn around and do the same thing. What gives? Seems hypocriticle to me. I love you but grow up. Stop airing out your differences on fb and blogspot. Leave that stuff to the teenie boppers. BooYah! -E-
ReplyDeleteWell, ya see......I am not saying this persons name because I am protecting other people in my life. I would love to tell her this junk to her face, but I have no way of contacting this person! The people that I know that know her won't give me her number or anything. You are my husband and you already know this! So BooYah right back!!!
ReplyDeleteYou can e-mail me at csyvarner@yahoo.com. There was NOT one thing on my blog that referred to you. I'm sorry you took it that way. We had the lecture in class and I was simply making a statement. There was no reference toward anyone. Honestly I'm a little confused as to why you would think I would reference it toward you. Also, you think what you think about me...I can't change that. BUT obviously you are misinformed about certain things about me. Once again, I'm sorry for the confusion, but that blog had nothing to do with you.
ReplyDeleteWell it really sucks that some people never realize what comes around goes around. Im sure now they wish they thought of that before they open there mouth. Im not sure what happen here, but KERI GOD has a plan for you, you will have kids when he thinks you are ready. You will be a great mom! Probably better than those out there writting "cool" blogs about you! Im miss you!
ReplyDeleteThese people are small, they mean nothing in life but trouble. Keri just know you are a very good person inside and out. You have so many people that love you and you touch there hearts daily, you don't need this in your life, unlike they need you in theres. God is watching over them and wishing they would change there ways. You will be am amazing mom when GOD makes that happen! Wasteful people are a waste of time.. They shouldnt watch your blog if it wasn't ment for you.
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