Just a couple of things...............

Let me just start off by telling you that I am very mad, so this blog might be a little HARSH to some people! Just prepare yourself before you read this! This is your WARNING!!!!

Let’s start with whole baby thing…….

I 100% believe that God has a plan for EVERYONE, even the sinners! You will get pregnant only in GOD’S time, or if you have not ACCEPTED Jesus in your heart, maybe you will get pregnant when SATAN wants you too! I know that Jesus is in my heart and I know that I will have a baby, whether I give birth to it or if I adopt it! And I know that whenever I have the PRIVILAGE to have a child living in my home…..NOTHING will stand in my way of me being a MOTHER! Just because you give birth to a child, doesn’t make you a MOTHER. A MOTHER doesn’t choose other things over their child. A mother is someone who is living FOR their child. A mother would do ANYTHING for her child. A mother will be there for her child when they are sick. Your child should be your whole world. I WILL HAVE THE BLESSING OF A CHILD….IN GOD’S TIME! I might be 40 years old…..but God will not give me more than I can handle. Jesus is my Savior, and I have complete faith in Him. I may be impatient at times, but I have faith in Jesus Christ! And please, don’t ever say “It is so easy to get pregnant, what are you doing wrong?” YOU may be able to give no thought to it and just get pregnant, or maybe get pregnant to keep a man in your life……but not everyone can do that! Does God have his hand in me or others not get pregnant right off the bat? OF COURSE! He has His reasons that only He knows. He is watching over me and my family and the time is not right for him. Am I ok with that? Well…..I am, I am just impatient, but I know in my heart that He has a plan for me and my family! It is not my plan or YOUR plan….it is GOD’S plan and you my little friend are not God. I am not even sure you know Him. I pray for you daily to find him and to let him your heart. I will continue this prayer until the day you wake up and see that he loves you and he wants to be in your life!

Bottom line…if you have something to say to me, then say it to my face not to my back. Oh wait…this person never sees me, never talks to me, and has never been in the same room with me, so what gives you the right to talk about me….nothing better to do? I just found out that this person has now blocked her blog! WOOO HOOO! I am not going to block mine. If I have something to say, I want you all to know about it. Ok, I feel better now! Thanks for reading my frustrations!

On to the GOOD things! Can I just say…I love the YOUTH kids at the church! Eli & I went to YouthCue this past weekend with the youth choir. There were about 13 kids and about 7 adults that went with us on the trip. We went to Waco and the kids preformed at Baylor University on Sunday afternoon. The kids worked really hard for this event and it showed! The kids sounded amazing. This weekend really showed me that I am not as young as I used to be. I had 3 teenage girls in my room and they giggled and laughed and did the high pit screaming…….WOW! Did I really act like that when I was their age? Really?? On Saturday, the kids were in rehearsal all day, so Eli and I had the day to ourselves. We went to the Waco Zoo! I haven’t been to a zoo in a really time! We were like two kids! It was sooo much fun. We had a BLAST! Of course I had my new camera….so I will post some pictures. All and all, it was one of the best trips that we have been on in a while! The kids were well behaved and just amazing. The youth group is going on a Mystery Trip during Spring Break and my heart is broken that I cannot go with them! They are going to have so fun. We really have a great group of kids. If you have a “youth” kid, you should send them to First United Methodist Church in Irving! AWESOME!!!

One last thing…..if you do not know me PLEASE DO NOT TALK ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK! If you have something to say about ME…..tell ME!