My Doctor's Appointment........

I bet you want to know how my doctors appointment went......

Let me just start by saying, "I love this woman!" She was great. She gave me a blood pregnancy test to make sure that I am not pregnant. I have to call in the morning to find out the results, but honestly I don't think I am. She wrote me a prescription for something to help regulate my cycle. Then after that I have to go back 3 or 4 times the first month to have my hormones tested, a blood test, a sonogram to make sure everything is working on the inside & some other junk! If you know me at all, you know I am SCARED TO DEATH of needles!!! I have been know to pass out in hospitals! After talking to this doctor for about an hour, I am not worried about a thing! She totally made me feel comfortable about EVERYTHING! There are so many options; my spirits have been lifted. It is possible for me to get pregnant! I am so blessed! I am so excited! She even said they can give me a shot to make my egg drop into place. I won't go into more details, but I will say it again, "I love this woman!" Another cool thing, is that the doctor's office works with the insurance to make sure most of it is covered. For the things that can't be covered, they are less expensive than most doctor's. It's not in the thousands like most infertility doctors. To sum it all up...........this is one of the best days of my life! God is great!

I want babies!

Well, this is my first blog since myspace! I guess it is time to grow up and graduate to blogging. This could be fun..........
Well, you must want to know what is going on in my life..............well here goes.............if you know anything about me you know that I WANT A BABY! Eli & I have been trying to get pregnant for a very long time now and still no luck. I have tried just about EVERYTHING! Yes, even standing on my head! Well, Eli called me last week from work and said that a couple of the guys that he works with have been trying to get their wife's pregnant and finally one went to this doctor. Well, now I am going! She is a fertility doctor! My appointment is Monday, and can I just say...."I am so excited and I just can't hide it!" I know I shouldn't be jealous of people, but I am! I am jealous of people who have children. Why can't I have at least one? Why can people have them and not take care of them? What is up with that? Life is just not fair sometimes. I have faith that God will bring a child into our lives, and I know it will happen in His time. The biggest part of that is being patient, which is very hard! So, if you have kids, don't take for anything for granted! Thank God that they cry all night long, hit you, yell at you, poop in their underwear, roll their eyes at you, call you bad names, won't eat their veggies, all of those bad things. It sounds funny, but I would give just about anything for those moments! Just one last question.....why can a single woman, that lives at home with her mother, has not worked in YEARS and lives off of welfare have 13 (or however many) kids and I can't just have one?