These meds are killing me!

I have one more week before I can take a pregnancy test! The doctor said that I can take one on Monday! “Do I think I am pregnant?” you ask. Well I try not to think about it, but I kept thinking that just maybe I am! I am light headed, dizzy, sore in certain places, sick to my stomach, really weak and oh yeah….so darn tired, it is hard to stay awake when I am at work sitting at my desk! I have NEVER been this tired. This morning when I got to work, my boss and great friend, that’s cares deeply for me, told me I should look up the side affects to this prescription that I am on. I am taking prometrium, which is supposed to help me not to miscarry if I am pregnant. Since, I do have a high chance of miscarrying. Well, everything that is wrong with me is a side effect of this medicine! So, now I don’t think I am pregnant, I think it is just the medicine. Don’t get me wrong, I am still praying that if this is what God wants, then I DO WANT TO BE PREGNANT. But it is all in hands. I just keep telling myself I’m not, because I don’t want to get all excited and make myself think I am pregnant and then find out different. Please, just keep Eli & I in your prayers. God knows what he has planned and I have total faith in Him! He is an awesome God!

P.S. Just a little advise to everyone (especially to my ex-friend of 12 years if she is still reading these)……DON’T EVER “pray” for someone to have hardships all through life (which is NOT what a true Christian would do) if you are not prepared for what God might have in store for you!! God is not an evil “person” but I do believe you reap what you sew!!! If you “pray” for bad things to happen to people, then bad things will happen to you.